Monday, February 16, 2009

Guilt

I have two friends that have had their hearts broken, one who owns a piece of my heart. It's disheartening to hear her cry.

Another relationship with a friend is heading towards the end as I will not concede to her for the truthful things I have said.

My life is in a wonderful place. I can honestly say that. Things are wonderful. I have my best friends, my boyfriend, my family. It's the first time ever. The pieces never fit - I was either without a best friend, without a boyfriend, or without my family...

And I feel so guilty. It's not that I think I don't deserve it, I've been through so much over the past two years...actually, 4 years...

I do deserve it. I do deserve a little piece of happiness, for however long it can last. I intend to keep it as long as I can. But I need to get rid of this guilt, or my friends lives need to improve. Either, or.