I understand that the pressure is just the Light trying to come through. It is just the right path being created for me... but for real? I'm going batty, as in, I could really use a Valium. Please let the Light shine through SOON for goodness sakes so I can stop worrying about AUGUST. Yes, people, I'm worrying about August already in April.
Lots of stuff is going on with me physically, and as far as school goes, I have mountains of work. Mountains, I tell you.
I'm going to walk to the deli and eat a bag of chips while circling the block, contemplating my life and how I'm about ready to give up striving towards a goal. I just want to be taken care of. Like a child, or a baby. These are my thoughts...for today anyway, but then again I think it's the worry/stress/anxiety mountain talking.
