I realized today that I don't want to be that girl in the lifetime movies; I don't want the trouble. For the first time, I am seeking 100% normalcy. This is good, very good.
In addition, I'm trying to get my eating habits under control, incorporating more veggies and VEGGIES (it needs to be said twice), and less chocolate and sugar. I did good the first two days, not so good today. I had a WW ice cream and a 100-calorie Twix bar. This I thought was due to stress, but realize that it is due to fatigue. I took a longggg nap yesterday afternoon, from about 3:00 until 4:30. I guess I needed it?!
Today, I'm cranky and hungry. Because I WANT A NAP. My body is screaming out to me, I NEED A NAP. I was never listening, I was always shoving food into my mouth. A never-ending cycle.
In addition, you would think that I sleep 5 hours a night. I get a solid 8. SOLID 8 hours. There is no reason for me to be tired. Is my body telling me that I need 10 hours? Perhaps I shall try that next week. But seriously, 10 hours? What am I, a new born!?
